This is a rant journal entry so if u dont like rants then dont read it.
SOOOO right now my life pretty much sucks. just got a blood test today and almost fainted i was feeling so sick. turns out there may be something wrong with my blood sugar! hello diabetes! so that was fun.
Then theres the fact that this gorgeous guy named tyler kinda led me on, and found out i liked him b/c apparently (and he told his jerky friend this, who is always bothering me) that i "act" like it. SOOOOOOO that was fun. ppl are always making comments about me on his fb statuses and his friends always harrASS me and its like what the fuck grow up and get a life dickheads!
my bff and i got into a fight about something stupid and we didnt talk for like a week or two and when we're finally comuning again i find out she's given this random guy a handjob the same night she met him!!! YEAH THATS ALWAYS A FUN SURPRISE. its like "oh btw after not talking for a week, just thot i'd let u know im touching a guy's stuff!" and when did this happen? 3 fucking weeks ago.
great friend.
So besides that fun surprise i've been doing a badass job in my bio and geometry class, my guy friend is acting like a jerk half the time i talk to him, and i probably gained 10 pounds in the last two days. i am in such a bad mood lately and sometimes i have no idea why. perhaps its me being a hormonal, depressed teen? oh and u know how people like to rebel by like underage drinking? cant do that because a) my dad is italian and therefore is okay with the "giving ur underaged kids alcohol thing" and b) i mixed some wine with vitamin water, and THEN sprite but it cud still hardly disguise the god-awful taste in my mouth. i dont wanna like dip or smoke or do anything with nicatine like some of my friends do b/c its SO bad for you. but idk of a harmless type of thing to do. any ideas? man that sounds so messed up.
i feel like im missing mentioning a lot of stufff.....
oh yeah! anyone who has a utube account i need some help with something, so please give me advice, send me a note or chat it up with me in a chat room (which i actually have no idea how to use lol)
so if u've read this far i am utterly impressed b/c
a) u have no life like i do and are sitting here listening to some random 14 year old bitch
b) ur stalking me, in which case back off unless ur 14-16 year old guy, and are considered cute by more ppl than u mom
c) on the off chance u actually care about me or what i have to say
i highly doubt its any of these options, since i bet no one will read this, or get thru the whole shitload of words.
wow i swear a lot.